I've always been super bubbly and vivacious. I'm known as the girl who would give her kidney to a complete stranger. I love making people happy, even if they are my enemies.
In April 2013, I was diagnosed with depression as a result of my OCD and General Anxiety Disorder. I'm seeing a therapist and am taking some medications, but I still feel so bad.
During Ramadan, I felt so at peace with myself. I felt like a nicer person towards everyone. But ever since the month ended, I've been a train wreck.
Lately, I've been so irritable and angry at everybody.My sister, whom I love more than anything, has gotten on my nerves like 20 times this weekend. I've lost patience with my niece and nephew, which NEVER happened before. I hate having company over and I just want to be alone.
I'm also glued to my iPhone, which I desperately want to get rid of. I stay secluded in my room with my phone attached to my hand.
I feel so mean. I've been expressing myself a bit too much lately. Like, if my father does something I don't like, I tell him. Normally, I'd just let it go. But I have a lot of inner anger towards him and what he did to me as a kid.
I want to be a nicer person. What am I going to do?
См. статью: Ramadan: Ever since this beautiful month ended, I feel so lost?